2020-02-23
I Want To Know
What makes you t(h)ick?
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2020-02-14
I Guess
I did not crack the code.
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2020-02-08
I Should Not Be Doing This
I should not be looking for another "one" again.
I already found my one once.
It happened. We happened.
We were. And then not.
I know, we were in a bad state. I blame everything. Including me.
How will I go about this now? How could I?
I know about seven years have passed, but that does not change a thing. I am still what I was. Longing for love and in the back of my mind, still coupled with her.
"You refuse to face the facts
But pray
For
Life
Find salvation in distress
We will wait
For the day
You'll break out and re-awake
And we wait
For the day
To discover there's no way
I can't wait
At this rate
It's too little and too late
To live this lie"
(Living A Lie (The Embrace That Smothers Part - VIII) (Simone Version) - Epica)
Something is not right.
I already found my one once.
It happened. We happened.
We were. And then not.
I know, we were in a bad state. I blame everything. Including me.
How will I go about this now? How could I?
I know about seven years have passed, but that does not change a thing. I am still what I was. Longing for love and in the back of my mind, still coupled with her.
"You refuse to face the facts
But pray
For
Life
Find salvation in distress
We will wait
For the day
You'll break out and re-awake
And we wait
For the day
To discover there's no way
I can't wait
At this rate
It's too little and too late
To live this lie"
(Living A Lie (The Embrace That Smothers Part - VIII) (Simone Version) - Epica)
Something is not right.
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This Life
Is like one big trauma.
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2020-02-04
Of Her
"My darling, I'm writing to you"
"And I don't want to bother you anymore
I used to hope you'd come back"
"My eyes might have betrayed me, but I have seen
Your picture on the cover of a filthy magazine
And I think my heart just cannot handle that"
"My darling, would be so bad"
"My darling, I'm writing to you"
"And I didn't mean to bother you anymore"
"And I hope you won't do those things anymore"
"My darling, I'm waiting for"
"My dear
How I wish that my" "was here"
"Decided one day
To travel away, far away"
"No, you can't surprise me anymore, oh, oh
I've seen it all before
But it seems I cannot let you go"
"I'd wait for you forever
Now I know someone else's holding you"
"Mess that I am in
Love is not the thing I feel now
I promise you
I won't write again"
"My diary's pages are full of thee"
"My dear,
How I wish that my" "was here"
"Decided one day
To travel away, far away"
"My dear
How I wish that my" "was here"
"decided one day
To travel away, far away"
"My dear
How I wish that my" "was here"
"decided one day
To travel away, far away"
(Letter To Dana (Excerpts) - Sonata Arctica)
"And I don't want to bother you anymore
I used to hope you'd come back"
"My eyes might have betrayed me, but I have seen
Your picture on the cover of a filthy magazine
And I think my heart just cannot handle that"
"My darling, would be so bad"
"My darling, I'm writing to you"
"And I didn't mean to bother you anymore"
"And I hope you won't do those things anymore"
"My darling, I'm waiting for"
"My dear
How I wish that my" "was here"
"Decided one day
To travel away, far away"
"No, you can't surprise me anymore, oh, oh
I've seen it all before
But it seems I cannot let you go"
"I'd wait for you forever
Now I know someone else's holding you"
"Mess that I am in
Love is not the thing I feel now
I promise you
I won't write again"
"My diary's pages are full of thee"
"My dear,
How I wish that my" "was here"
"Decided one day
To travel away, far away"
"My dear
How I wish that my" "was here"
"decided one day
To travel away, far away"
"My dear
How I wish that my" "was here"
"decided one day
To travel away, far away"
(Letter To Dana (Excerpts) - Sonata Arctica)
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2020-02-03
So Fat
So good.
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2020-02-02
Look At The State Of You
I Guess I Just Keep Looking
For a version of you.
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If The Past Stays In The Past
Maybe bringing it back myself would have some nice effect.
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When You Listen
In complete admiration.
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