My Life, Is It Or Is It Not My Failure?

I should not be looking for another "one" again.
I already found my one once.
It happened. We happened.
We were. And then not.
I know, we were in a bad state. I blame everything. Including me.
How will I go about this now? How could I?
I know about seven years have passed, but that does not change a thing. I am still what I was. Longing for love and in the back of my mind, still coupled with her.

"You refuse to face the facts
But pray
For
Life
Find salvation in distress
We will wait
For the day
You'll break out and re-awake
And we wait
For the day
To discover there's no way
I can't wait
At this rate
It's too little and too late
To live this lie"
(Living A Lie (The Embrace That Smothers Part - VIII) (Simone Version) - Epica)

Something is not right.

Labels: Failure